22 10 06 '

today ,
woke up at 9 plus (:
so early luhs ~
ytd slept so LATE cann ?! -
talked to dear on the fone (:
til midnight plus bahhs .
wahhaha .
he wanns to bring me to vivocity !
ilovehim (:

* as time passes ,
memories are bringing us baq to our past (:
where we used to talked on the phone -
i always wonder if only memories could turn us baq to
the sweet couples like how we were in the past ?
but i knw ,
we cant (:
i dont ask for more ,
i jus wann a everlasting friendship with him -

hmmm .
prepared everything ,
reborned my hair temporary (:
& met yunyu at cp .
headed to tm ,
she bought bb tea
& i bought my puff (:
headed to church ,
prepared our hearts
& prayed wit cell first
dhen will pastor (:
& went into hall 10 -
rehearsed (:
ppl came in .
was so nervous (:
prayed ,
GOD calm me down (:
found peace !
wahahas -
darl , granny & fav
came in wit cell ppl (:
saw all of them -
happy 0 !
wahahas .
looked at another side ,
saw him !
wahahas .
it has been long since i last seen him in church (:
was really happy to see him there
when its my first time on stage serving in choir (:
loves !
was touched .
saw darl & granny & him ,
dey came to support me ?!
i so love them cann ?!
lol -

okays .
pastor preached ,
went baq .
finished preaching ,
went baq to stage & sing (:

went to con room ,
dhen pastor sengli preached -
yes ,
i agree (:
end time is coming ,
we have to help our friends & family 's salvation to get saved
before the heaven 's door is CLOSED -

dhen had choir debrief .
actually skipped the next week de choir ,
but laoshi pulled me baq ):
wahahas .
but now ,
i cant think that way .
bcos i have to serve god in choir WHOLE HEARTEDLY (:
yes lord ,
you are my master (:

dhen had cell ,
dismissed -
went off ard 6plus ,
didnt meet dear
bcos jaslyn was with me ,
dhen dear dont wann -
& so coincidence luh ~
dear was at TM
when im at TM too (:
teehee -
had an arguement with dear before that ,
bcos he went to play lan without telling -
though we are not meeting ,
but if we are leh ?
he at least must give me a call right ?!
lol !


hmmm .
shopped .
& went home .
took 27 ,
went to RM ,
bought bb tea ,
walked home with jas ,
dear called ,
jas interrupted ?!
arghs !
if not ,
hahas .
jas ,
you are irritating !
haha .
hmmm .
dhen quarrelled again -
i hang up -
both of us were angry .
hais .
dont knw why -
jaslyn luhs ~
hahas .
jk !
hmmm -
whadtever .
hope will be fine aft today -

dear i love you luhs ~
dont be angry ,
though im angry too (:
since you have apologised to me ,
i forgive you luhs ~
wahahs -
lol -

hmmm .
ilove JOEY !
she's SO SO SO CUTE !
she cut her hair (:
& she's sweeet luhs ~
she sent me dhis msg ,
' heys ! rmb to go up the stage with confidence next week (:
today as i look up the stage , i saw a tiny girl with sweet eyes .
heh , she claps with her small hands & i could see the gentleness within her (:
& that girl is YOU .
dont be burden whether you got high on stage not .
JUST believe that GOD is pleased with whad you did .
verse for you ;
"if you believe , you will receive whadever you ask for in prayer ." matthew 21:22 '

hmmm .
so sweet of JOEY right ?
though im not sweet & gentle luhs ~
but i show dhis msg is jus to say that ,
this msg that she had sent ,
had really encouraged me ALOT (:
i cant believe that someone jus said that im gentle .
its the FIRST TIME !
wahahas -
oops =x

& JOEY actually said ,
yuan lai imma mu lao hu .
hahas -

wunyen said im gentle on stage too ,
but violent in real life .
hahas .
oops =x
im sorry -
im lykdat -
teehee (:


end off le bah !
jaslyn wore neck bra today !
wahahas !
lol !
hmmm .
& mr vincent toh jun jie actually apologise to me ,
& ask us for chance to change ,
i think i shld give him ONE LAST CHANCE (:


my next choir training is on WEDNESDAY (:
wahahas -
with olivia (:
ilove olivia too -
she wont pangseh me de !
unlike others (:
i was so lonely when i go for choir last week
cos ppl pangseh me -
sadd -
lol !

byebye ppl !
dear ,
iloveyou !
dont be angry (: